There’s no worse feeling than being in a relationship (marriage) where you completely feel like you’re “just here” … like you’re not wanted at all. I almost wish I cheated so I would know the reason why I have to feel like this. Maybe she feels like the grass is greener somewhere else. I’m sure the truth will come out when I reach my breaking point but part of me wishes that day never comes because I don’t want to start over at 35.
I hate feeling like I can never be good enough for her….